Phew... I don't know what to explain

Then we met
Argh, I don't know whether it's a good decision I made this morning
But, well
I had to make a good relationship between us after all that happened

He kept staring at me as he always did before.
I tried to keep talking to melt the situation.
But somehow, I ran out of words.

Sigh.
I couldn't make it
I saw him watching me having my lunch
I saw him watching me walking beside him
I saw him watching me in everything I did
I couldn't stand it
Finally I told him that I wanna go home earlier to study for today's exam

Cinta tak harus memiliki
Tak harus menyakiti
Cintaku tak harus mati
Oh cinta
Tak harus bersama
Tak harus menyentuhmu
Membiarkan dirimu dalam bahagia
Walau tak disampingku