My mind lives in an empty space. I tried to figure out, what should I do?
Now that I know what I have to do, I can't deny that I don't have the power to do it.
Seems like every step I'll take will kill me inside.
All the choices look scary to me. All the decisions don't make me feel right.
I want and I don't want to hate you. I want and I don't want to let you go. I want and I don't want to ignore you. I want and I don't want to forget you.
Why does it have to happen?
Then you said that you'll go from her. And when I asked why, you said that you don't want to see me hurt. Am I such a pity? Oh God, now I'm in the middle of two persons in love. Am I such a jerk?
I don't want you to choose me because of your terrible feeling for me. If you love her, then just go. I'll deal with this feeling. But why can't I accept it?
Then what should I do?
Oh God I'm so tired... May I ask for a hug?
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