Cause I'm Movin' On...

Yeah yeah yeah hari ini aku rasa senaaaaang sekali...
Today was a full package of happiness ;)
Aku merasa lebih bebas... I've moved on :) Langkah terasa ringan, senyum pun dari hati terdalam :) Ayo rini! Jalani semuanya dengan ikhlas dan tawa :) Tak usah takut, tak usah bingung. Masa lalu, masa depan... Mereka terlalu banyak membebani. Mereka tak seharusnya memberatkan isi kepalaku. Setidaknya untuk saat ini :) Dan saat ini aku mengantuk, jadi ingin tidur :D

Just A Dream

(Uh uh uh)

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin' man I swear I see her face at every turn
Trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope she know that she the only one I yearn for

More and more, I miss her, when will I learn?
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
And now I'm wishin' wishin' she'd pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2

Lesson Learned from HIMYM

Well actually I don't want to watch HIMYM again since it reminds me of something. But when FOX, MTV, and Channel V can't give me great shows to watch in these empty days, I end up with changing the channels and watch any random shows.

When it came to STARworld, HIMYM 4 was just about to start. I couldn't stop myself to watch, and I also thought that if I was ok enough to watch, it means I'm getting well. So I watched it.

It was about Ted and Robin solved all of their fighting with sex. They told all their friends, it's just a physical relationship. They didn't involve any feelings. Then Lily told them "When two ex-es try to be casual, someone's gonna get hurt"

But Ted and Robin insisted on dealing with no feeling. So the "problem-solving" actions continued. Then finally, Lily and Ted realized that it's Barney's heart which is hurt. So Ted decided to not continue that.

Lesson learned: When two ex-es try to be casual on doing the usual things they did before, someone's gonna get hurt. The hurt feeling can belong to one of the ex-es OR somebody else. Or both.

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Life is a mystery. You don't know what the next thing the life brings you.

A Perfect Gateaway

Yeah, stop all the weeping Rini, it's time to raise your glass :D

I just watched a 2009 movie called A Perfect Gateaway in HBO Signature.


It was a grrrreat thriller movie, and also romantic. It's in a package! Rare, isn't it? I love it!

The story is about a couple killer in Hawaii. They kill couples who's having vacations in Hawaiian Islands. It's a bit unpredictable. But the reviews showed that this movie was just so-so. Well I don't think so. I kinda like it.

And I reaaaaally love the romantic scenes on the movie. The way the girl predicted how his boyfriend will act, and yes, he acted like that, but more surprisingly! It was sooooo romantic. And how he proposed the girl, it was so "ooooooooh"...
He's a kind of a man that most girls in the world dream about. Handsome, strong, loving, protecting, funny, smart, sporty, and... romantic of course.

"Honey, you really are, a real man."

The movie makes me dream about my dream man, and my dream honeymoon. I want to go on a hiking trail for my honeymoon, watch the sunset, and spend the night in the tent... So romantic and wild :D Then for the next day, we'll go back to the hotel, feel tired and just walk around...

Now that I'm single, I can have any imaginations about my dream man. Whoever he will be, he must be the one who make me the one :)

I Really Hope I Can Do That. Immediately.

Mencoba tuk melawan getir yang terus kukecap
Meresap ke dalam relung sukmaku
Mencoba tuk singkirkan aroma nafas tubuhmu
Mengalir mengisi laju darahku

~

I want a wind blows away all this frustrating thinking. I'm going crazy.